I again, push them away..

It is been long time I rare updated my blog. But I dont know to whom I should share my story with. It was so heart-broken. And because of this accident, I realized, there were so so so many times, I have pushed people away from my life.

It just happened recently, there was a guy who kind of being nice and we talked quite a lot. Oh my.. I guess I was a bit flustered and you know.. That kind of feeling. So we were okay at that time, and there was an evil in me that suddenly ask a boom of questions. I guess it hurted him in a way, I dont know but I just curious with those question I threw onto him and begged for the answers.

However, Ending up, he stepped away from me and I did not know how to respond it. I tried to pull him back, but I guess it was too late and I did not want to hurt my pride for twice after pulled him at first time. But, because of it, i realized I used a wrong method to "play a kite". Well, as the time goes by I hope I could do it well. =D Cheers!

*There are thousands people outside, you just need to choose the right one, match with you and keep it up"